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Feb 2007

Para mi cumpleanos / For my birthday ... ( Μπικάκης )


new born by kibritcikiz

Photo : kibritcikiz


Dm                                                           Gm
Στα μονοπάτια του καημού στη γέφυρα του στεναγμού μ' έκαν' η μάνα μου
                              Bd            C          Dm
Μια φθινοπωρινή βραδιά, ζωή η κρύα σου καρδιά είδαν τα μάτια μου
Dm                                                         Gm
Με κουδουνίστρες πλαστικές όμορφες και χρωματιστές με νανουρίζανε
                                  Bd           C           Gm
Και τα ματάκια τα μικρά είδαν του κόσμου τ' αγαθά και συμφωνήσανε
 
Ήταν το γάλα μου πικρό και το νεράκι μου γλυφό που με μεγάλωνε
Κι απέναντι στη κούνια μου, η μοίρα η κακούργα μου και καμάρωνε
Ήταν το κλάμα μου μουντό σαν κάτι να 'θελα να πω, μα δεν με νιώσανε
Μια λυπημένη αναπνοή για τη πουτάνα τη ζωή που μου χρεώσανε
 
Dm                           Am               Gm                  Dm
Έτσι ξεκίνησα λοιπόν, έτσι ξεκίνησα, δεν με ρωτήσανε ζωή, μα σε συνήθισα
         Gm                 Dm              C                F
Σαν πληγωμένο αετόπουλο στο χώμα, ψάχνω τη δύναμη να κρατηθώ ακόμα
         Gm                 Dm              C                Dm
Σαν πληγωμένο αετόπουλο στο χώμα. ψάχνω τη δύναμη να κρατηθώ ακόμα
  
Πάνω σε λάσπες και καρφιά στ' άδικου κόσμου τη φωτιά πρωτοπερπάτησα
Ισορροπία σταθερή για να προλάβω τη ζωή, όμως την πάτησα
Μονό το "α" και το "χ" στη σχολική μου εποχή πρωτοσυλλάβισα
Γι αυτό το "αχ" και το "γιατί" όπου βρεθώ μ' ακολουθεί κι ας τριαντάρισα
 
Έτσι περνούσε ο καιρός και γω στο δρόμο μου σκυφτός έκανα όνειρα
Έτυχε να 'μαι απ' αυτούς που κολυμπάνε στους αφρούς και στα λασπόνερα
Στάζει το αίμα της ψυχής, σαν τις σταγόνες της βροχής όμως ποιος νοιάζεται
Και την αόρατη πληγή που μέσα μου αιμορραγεί ποιος την μοιράζεται
 
Έτσι ξεκίνησα λοιπόν, έτσι ξεκίνησα, άλλα μου δείξανε και άλλα εγώ αντίκρισα
Θεέ μου κι ας ήξερα ποια μέρα θα πεθάνω και του θανάτου μου γενέθλια να κάνω
Θεέ μου κι ας ήξερα ποια μέρα θα πεθάνω και του θανάτου μου γενέθλια να κάνω...

Neglected ...


Where is my love by Geistig

Photo : Where is my love by Geistig

...

Woman you came and i answered to your love with my hands tided up and when i became yours, you broke me in pieces. Alone, i got through also of that and in the end it made me knee since there was not right or wrong for those that were in love. Inside your dark eyes, stars start to fade away, like the night.

Inside your dark eyes, time lost it's meaning. You told me that love has to go on and that always hopes and dreams on, but i keep see myself, that i started alone and i can not stand alone this night once again without you.

I remained alone also this night with the company of your thought but you did not appear. Alone i stayed, alone i cried, and the dawn found me alone once again. Alone i keep looking outside my window how the street lights go off. I lost your image in a dark eternity and you closed my night inside my room with me. I became the shadow on my walls and the sounds imprison my life inside them.

Our love, glass made, i think i saw it braking, i am still searching for it's pieces and my blanket that covers my naked body became so old and does not cover any more my eyes ...

So... alone in the night i started to be afraid but i know, you will come back when i will have my door closed and when you will be tired of your mistakes, you sure will come back...

And when your madness will become logic and your weeks will not have any more sundays, you will come back. Just remember that big hearts like yours, do not come back, they are selfish and can face all the pain and it's memories. But you, you that you are not selfish and crazy, you have only a sick egoism and keep using extreme mesaures, you will come back and you will count your responsabilites and the love that i shared for you until yesterday, you will come back and when you will not look at me straight into my eyes, you will be jugded by those that you love...

Remember that you will come back ...

So do not afraid of my sadness, It is yours...

Forgive me, but my words tonight are killing me and i can not sleep anymore. You left my hands empty, they are getting cold and i do not know what to do. On my window one finger-stripe over the dust remains since the day you left me. You keep saying to me that love does not end and it is since when i last saw you. I want to see you again as i am fed up of living in black and grey without touching you...

Our first film ...



Almost two years ago, during our first summer together, we spent one afternoon watching this film and promised to start sharing the same dreams. After these two years, still together, under the same sky we still share the same dreams and hopes for our future... You remember it .. ? Certainly we do not share the same opinion with others on this day's meaning but i wanted to give you a small piece of my today's feelings since love is still in the air. Happy Valentine's Day amorcino μου.

Credits for the Motion pictures film of Nuovo Cinema Paradiso.

Si es mea la culpa / Yes it's my fault


Culpa Tuya by LilMushroom

Photo : Culpa Tuya by LilMushroom


Alrededor sueños que parecen colillas en un cenicero, a medio apagar, deprisa lucho por saber cómo voy a arreglármelas hoy de nuevo sin tí.

Alrededor imágenes en blanco y negro me envuelven y todos los colores se han quedado fuera de mi puerta bebo el veneno de la soledad que me ahoga y no hago más que aguantar.

Todos me dicen lo pasado está que haga algo por mí de una vez y todos me dicen lo pasado está
pero la vida no tiene sentido sin tí.

....

Qué sentido tiene la vida si no podemos estar juntos ?
Qué sentido tiene el corazón, qué motivo tienen las venas para palpitar?
Qué sentido tiene el cuerpo, para apagarse aguarda una excusa porque ha aprendido sólo a amarte a tí hasta la muerte?

Ti prego perdonami ...

El fin? / Το τέλος; / The end?


Hasta el fin by chipil

Photo : Hasta el fin by Chipil


Asi que vete, vete y no me digas nada más, no estes tristes, no pienses en mi estaras bien. Asi que vete, vete, deberias estar feliz, y no llores, no me permitas ver ni una lagrima, llorare por nosotros dos. Toma los besos y toma el corazon y no te preocupes por mi.

Toma lo que viva y dejame alli en lo insignificante. Y como te vas con un cigarrillo iluminare el fuego, y como te vas me presentare al corazón.

Ma el río intenta que salga en la mar y el poeta busca, que su musa encuentre las olas buscan a encontrar la punta de la costa y yo busco a ti, a ti que tardaste de nuevo en la cita. Buscaba a encontrar rollos y por fin los encontré y así amé una nena, Perla. Perla de viente años, y yo en los viente y cinc. Perla tu estás en los principios y yo moribundo.

Perla que nadie temes, Perla que nada acuerdas, Perla que esta noche que estas durmiendo?

Me lo habías dicho tantas veces que no me quisiste, perdona me, no entendí que era en serio pues, por eso te dejo y me voy sin palabras, con mi cabeza por arriba y el alma en los pies.

Ti voglio, si, ti voglio...

What is love ...


ti sono debitore di emozioni

Photo : Ti sono debitore di emozioni. Via Selmi/Bologna, Italy taken by me.




Copying from Apryl M. Wallace...

Love is the reason we all live. Love is the reason we forgive. Love has and always will stand tall, as for love we would sacrifice it all. Love is going the distance and traveling for miles. Love is the strength to keep going. Love is the little things that are always showing. Love is a game we will eventually win. And when we get pushed down, it pulls us back up again. Love is the passion to be with another. Love is the curiosity to reach inside and learn about others. Love is the stories we share. Love is the memories that are beyond compare. Love is the disappointment when you have to let go. Love is the fear of knowing you may never know. Love is the inside, your soul, heart, and mind. Not the outside, as body, color, or kind. Love is the teacher of life. Love is the little speck in the dark that gives off light. Love is a child, the one there to stay. Love is a counselor. Who always knows the right words to say.

Love is a lesson we must learn. Love is the feeling we all yearn!